For the occasion of Rashid's 18th birthday (17th of April 2006) I rearranged his grave again. It was a lot of work, but gave me so much satisfaction. It was the only thing I could do for Rashid: I could not throw him a party, could not invite his friends, could not invite a band to play, could not bake a cake of surprise Rashid with the latest cd of the newest computer game, but I could make his last resting place look very beautiful, almost festive.